Whitney Houston Ft. Akon - Like I Never Left (Lyrics)

Something with a lil meaning.

Someone who truly loves you can look at you and see the pain in your eyes instead of believeing the smile upon your face.

"Come here, let me whisper in your ear. Tell you all that bullshit that you love to hear. You will probably hate me in a year. But right about now you like my style. How I talk, how I walk, how I smile. How I fake, how I fuck, how I growl. I need a man stronger then me. Not a man in the mirror longer then me."

"Can't tell me nothing now... baby I know how to fly. Can't nothing hold me down I'm gonna touch the sky."

Episode bananza!!

Over the past week I've been hooked on T.V show episdodes! I watched Gossip girl Season 1 & 2
and I am soooooo hooked! Serena is beautiful. Blair is edgy and wicked - my kinda girl! And CHUCK BASS is a machine. I've told my hubby that I am in love with him. The whole damagaed, bad boy with wicked intentions just does it for me.

Next was BIG LOVE....
I must say I'm hooked!! It's about a about a mainstream polygamous family. Theres Bill and his 3 beautiful wives, Barb, Nikki and Margie! I love love this show! Even though I do not agree with Polygamy theses characters are beautiful.

Anything thats worth having is sure enough worth fighting for....

The bitch is back!

Wise words....

The power of words always leaves me breathless....


And I feel it's presence with my every being. I can't concentrate because it nibbles at my every thought. I feel it burning deep within. It's like a pleasurable pain that lingers, a pain I know I created.

You can spend minutes, hours, days, weeks or even months over analyzing a situation; trying to put the pieces together, justifying what could've, would've happened... Or you can just leave the pieces on the floor and move the fuk on...

"When you come to the end of all the light you know, and it's time to step into the darkness of the unknown, Faith is knowing that one of two things will happen - "Either you will be given something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly"

Paramore - Misery Business

I'm in the business of misery, let's take it from the top
She's got a body like an hourglass that's tickin' like a clock
It's a matter of time before we all run out...
When I thought he was mine, she caught him by the mouth

I waited eight long months, she finally set him free
I told him I couldn't lie, he was the only one for me
Two weeks, two weeks and we'd caught on fire
She's got it out for me, but I wear the biggest smile

Whoa, I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now
But God does it feels so good
'Cause I got him where I want him now
And if you could then you know you would
'Cause God it just feels so...
It just feels so good

Second chances they don't ever matter, people never change
Once a whore, you're nothing more, I'm sorry that'll never change
And about forgiveness, we're both supposed to have exchanged
I'm sorry honey, but I passed it up, now look this way!

Well there's a million other girls who do it just like you
Looking as innocent as possible to get to you,
They want and what they like, it's easy if you do it right
Well I refuse, I refuse, I refuse!

Whoa, I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now
But God does it feel so good
'Cause I got him where I want him right now
And if you could then you know you would
'Cause God it just feels so...
It just feels so good...

I watched his wildest dreams come true
And not one of them involving you
Just watch my wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving...

Whoa, I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now...

Whoa, I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now
But God does it feels so good
'Cause I got him where I want him now
And if you could then you know you would
'Cause God it just feels so...
It just feels so good!

Pentax K100D - I miss you baby!

I miss my camera! Its been over 4 months since I've held it in my hands *sigh* Its still packed up in a box in storage. I keep nagging my husband to go rummage through all the boxes to find it but he said its too buried ....BLAH! Then today he is like.... "bub if i find your camera will you come do a shoot of the boys and I at skirmish on Sunday". Nope, i don't want it now lol

So I had my final specialist appointment today... to be honest I think he is a quack! Ive given this guy sooooo much moola$$ to tell me I'm perfectly fine now...even though my memory is still weak and I'm forgetful. He said to just chill and not stress so much, relax.... dude if i was any more laid back and relaxed id be a fuckin' sleep. I go back to see my GP next week and i know he is gonna send me for a second opinion!! But the good news is My MRI scans are ALL clear, my EEG scan was perfect. What is this mystery problem????? Its been almost 4 months now and even though I'm so much better I'm so over this. - Just wanna be 100% me again!!

We (Linda, Sia, Lisa, Ida, Cherie and I) have been having dance practice getting all our Siva's ready for the reunion in Samoa in December. We have 2 down ...2 left to go! I love it!

B-J and I are preparing for our baptism, not long to go now. I've quit smoking and B-J is memorising his articles of faith its really beautiful to sit and listen to him. Aunt sima has so much patience to teach him - he is so hyper-active!

Quotes that i'm lovin' lately ....

"Sometimes someone says something really small, and it just fits right into this empty place in your heart."

"There is a place you can touch a woman that will drive her crazy. Her heart. ♥ "

Song's on the iPod that i've got on repeat .....

~ Photographs - Rihanna & Will.I.Am

Lyrics - "All ive got, are these photographs, all i got is nothing w/out you, nothing w/out you"

Movies I've watched this week.....

*Bride and prejidce

Book I'm reading.... Private Demon Darklyn #2