2 days ago we decided on accepting the job offers and moving back to Sydney....It's bittersweet.
I am really excited to be around my family more. Esp my bff Renea and my sisters...and my mum. Life has been lonely without them. I miss Renea and our craziness when we are together. I miss my sisters...My older sister bossing me around, me bossing my younger sisters around. I miss taking the piss out of my mum - there is truly never a dull moment whilst i'm with her. I miss my Nieces and my nephews and all my inlaws.
But leaving Melbourne is bittersweet... My family here have opened my eyes to so many things. Because of them I laugh louder.... I love deeper...I have become stronger. My cousin Linda has been my rock. She is one of the most amazing persons i'm lucky enough to have in my life. She has become one of my closest friends and I am going to miss her most of all.
When we 1st moved to Melbourne I was very sick...My memory was weak, my mind was scattered. In some sense it has been a journey of self discovery for me. I've always been independent but Melbourne fully detached me from my comfort zone and I learnt to be strong. I focused more on my family life, health and faith and wow...... its been life changing. My marriage is PERFECT! My husband is amazing, my son is the personification of Miracle.
IT's going to be so hard to drive away from here....from whats been home for the last 9 months.
But i'm not leaving empty handed... With me im taking the life lessons that I have learnt.
Being here, I've also had time to reflect on the past. I've had time to heal. I have always been a firm believer in "NO REGRETS" ...still am. But I have acknowledged the many mistakes i've made and boy have I made a few! I can honestly say that I am so content with life now....everyday is a blessing.
I guess this has just turned into a ramble....as alot of my blogs tend to lol.
until next time...xx
