Memories...& Melbourne.

At the beggining of the month I had a seizure - Well we still don't know what exactly happened for sure untill I see the neurologist next month. But something happened which resulted in my short term memory loss, bad headaches, brain wave abnormalities and me laying out cold on the floor at work. SCARY!

You really don't realise how much you take the simple things for granted until something major happens. I wake up each day feeling like i'm not even real...it's like Deja-vu. I have become so forgetful and have trouble concentrating and focusing.

Today I went to pick up my son from school and I walked around looking for his new classroom for 10 minutes before I asked somebody where it was. Its so frustrating, I never would have had a problem like this before.

I go to sleep every night hoping that I'm going to wake up in the morning and be "back to normal".

Getting better...slowly slowly. 1 step forward 2 steps back.


We have been living in Melbourne for 2 weeks now. I love it here. Its so different from sydney!
I love hanging out with the fam. We started training this week! Monga and Ray are our (Me, Linda, Ida, Sia, Cherrie, Lisa & Ken) personal trainers. Its hard work but heaps cool to all hang out together!

I have to wait another month before I can know if i can drive or look for work and I hate it! Its the 1st time in 5 yrs that I have been unemployed....Its not nice.

B-J has started school and adjusted well. I can't believe he is in grade 2....he is such a big guy now. He will be 8 this year.... the year of his baptisim.

I miss my mum and sisters and niece so so so so so so so much! It's hard being so far away from them all.

4 weeks until I marry the most amazing man...

I am so excited. 4 weeks until our beginning of forever.

On repeat @ the moment...

With the wedding coming up I've been listening to a ton of music to make our song selections.... Whats on repeat lately

*Somewhere over the rainbow - Israel Kamakawiwo'ole

*Ave Maria -

*Only Time - Enya

*Butterfly kisses - Bob Carlise

River flows through you - Yiruma

*Bob Marley - Is this love

*Pretty Young Thing - Michael Jackson

*YOu and me - Lighthouse

*The luckiest - Ben folds

SOLD!

In less then 1 week our home sold *EEK*

We have less then 5 weeks to fins a new home, pack and move.

What a pain in my cracker!!! All this extra stress while i'm sick and planning a wedding. GREAT - whats next?

Open House, come on in....

Grab the camera, my wallet and car keys on the way out. Do you want help carrying that Flat screen?

Geeze, the nerve of real estate agents it unbelievable!!

So last week we receive a letter basically saying, your house is being sold. You probably will have to find a new home but MAYBE someone will be buying it for an investment property, you know even though we are in a recession and all. UGH.

Yesterday not even 5 days after receiving the letter 6 members of the real estate go through my house like a swam of bee's - its so invasive. An hour after leaving one of the ladies rings me saying she has a prospective buyer who wants to have a look NOW see you soon. (I was woken up buy her call after doing a 10 hr night shift mind you)

Then today we have an open house, anyone was welcome to walk through my home and have a squiz ... Thank god only 1 couple showed up.

I know there is going to be another one and I know there isn't much I can do about it. But man home inspections/openings should be called home invasions seriously they are so invasive of our privacy.

I wish it was December already so we could apply for our home loan, id so buy this house. But with the wedding its all too much and such bad timing.

*Sigh

I'm a coke addict....

Coca cola that is!!!

It's been 48 hours since my last drink and I have a headache, lol.

The other day I decided that the 600ml+ of coke I drink a day combined with the 2 cans of V energy drink I consume daily is just lethal - Add my 4am cuppacino @ work and that caffine level is ridiculous. Not to mention the sugar intake which more then likely contributes to the fact that my ass doesnt feel "Great" in any of my jeans lately.

So no more coke or coffee... I've gone cold turkey with them. BUT, I have to compromise with the V, I need my vice (oh wait i'm a smoker =S) I now drink SUGARFREE V and behold, its actually not bad at all!! Considering I'm also a sugar addict, the taste is appealing.

I have to do this for the sake of the jeans and the wedding dress~!!!

I could want no more...

I really couldn't.

I'm so at peace with everything at this point in my life. In 207 days I'm going to be Mrs Jody Seu

We’re all seeking that special person who is right for us.
But if you’ve been through enough relationships, you begin to suspect there’s no right person, just different flavors of wrong.

Why is this?

Because you yourself are wrong in some way, and you seek out partners who are wrong in some complementary way.
But it takes a lot of living to grow fully into your own wrongness.
It isn’t until you finally run up against your deepest demons, your unsolvable problems – the ones that make you truly who you are – that you’re ready to find a life-long mate.
Only then do you finally know what you’re looking for. You’re looking for the wrong person. But not just any wrong person: the right wrong person – someone you lovingly gaze upon and think, “This is the problem I want to have.


*Sigh*